One day, she saw a group of people in white clothes crying their eyes out in front of a pile of loess and burning dozens of paper money. The shadows of this group of people were so familiar to her. They should be family members. She felt so puzzled, it wasn’t a day for sacrifice, what were these guys doing in the disorderly burying ground of mountain? Weren’t these guys her relatives and friends, brothers and sisters, nephews? It was really so strange, why did they come here and being so sad and heartbroken?

“What’s wrong with you?”, she walked among them, “Who’s wrong aspire box mod? What’s going on?”. She asked loudly. What’s more strange, the relatives turned a blind eye to her enquiry and emergence, only crying endlessly.

So she came to the grave and saw a small broken monument impressively carved with: Z guy died at day x ,month x, year x.

Wasn’t this Z her name? She died a year ago? Ridiculous, really ridiculous. Wasn’t she stand right in front of the grave now? Was there someone else with the same name? There was indeed a person with the same name at the place of her grandmother decades of kilometers away, but with a different family name, and even though the person with the same name died, how could her family members come here to mourn the person? What the hell was going on here? She walked near to her little sister and asked anxiously, “Tell me what’s going on. I’ve been living with you all the time and I’m right in the face of you. Who’s the Z guy sleeping in the grave?” Her little sister ignored her and seemed to not to see her and was still with tears cover her face sense hydra.

“A really health person, how could she die without much ado?”

“The heaven isn’t fair, so young and has graduated from university only for a few years, and…”

“If not because of the accident, now she is just in the prime of her life as a flower.”

“The vehicle speed is so fast…”

From their conversation in bits and pieces, she knew approximately they were talking about the traffic accident happened to her a year ago sense hydra how to quit smoking .

If so, the person lay in the grave should be her. But she wasn’t die from the traffic accident. Then the speed was beyond 100 yards, when the vehicle run into her, she was in coma for a few seconds. But later didn’t she wake up? Didn’t she go to hospital? Didn’t she recover after stayed in the hospital for two days? And after that, she paid a visit to her customers. She also recalled how horrible the traffic accident was, how lucky she survived. And after that, she also did a lot of things, ridiculous, non-ridiculous, repentant, non-repentant, reasonable, unreasonable, things deserve to do and not deserve to do. Were these things all her own imagination? All things including being in the hospital, people living together, the things she did? Were all the things of the year only her imagination?

Today is the traditional festival, Dragon Boat Festival. I still got up very early. Since the nice moment should not be missed even the sweet dream could not stay me on bed. When it comes to those traditional customs., many of traditional things that we almost forget and they are to be sealed into the memory of history. We eat fast food and go to MacDonald, but have little some local specialties.  we see Hollywood blockbusters, but see few books. We use simplified Chinese and modern English, but hardly recognize and write traditional Chinese characters Entrepreneurship.

I am not good at warping Zongzi. After having tried many times, declaration of clumsy hands made from mom shows my failure. Then nothing else I can do but wait to eat. Those ones with green bamboo leaves are really conspicuous and lovely stored in the bamboo basket. Both the equipment and food are natural and green without contamination. I just feel no worry to have some innokin disrupter.

The rain visits and adds the traditional atmosphere to the special festival. It is said the Elnino might bring much severer flood in vast of southern places. If so, it is terrible. Landslide, debris flow, power shortage and damages of constructions, potential unavoidable death of innocent people, they all make this summer an uncertainty. I am with great appreciation of being here since it safe to dwell in whitening .

Since google quit the mainland, baidu has reached at an unprecedentedly unmatched era. It operates that no one else could compete its absolute dominance in search engine. Meanwhile, no more competitive services provided to users. That is not a surprise to hear of the tragedy about the medical accident happened recently. The case, of which the young man at his twenty something used baidu to find a so called ideal hospital in Beijing with public trust which climes the ability to heal and alleviate his incurable illness-synovial sarcoma (I do not know what exact the disease is before this case), died of spread of malignant cells after receiving its treat.

A young man sank into misery and later found the hope, whose family borrowed huge amount money for this treatment, but finally ended up life with anger, desperation and sorrow. The hospital under the hypocritical shield declares the imported advanced foreign high bio-tech is the efficient method to treat the poor guy. It turns out that the bio-tech is nothing but a failure dumped by foreign study and research organization; meanwhile is revealed the medical service has been outsourced to unqualified private institution. The search engine refuse to admit its sin as it only offers the search results for users seo company. The fact is the deliberate manipulation of intervening on the search result. As long as the higher price of anybody paid, the more frequently it would be displayed in the front page. No screening, money says the result. And the regulator always comes out to claim for responsibility of investigation after those things happened yet cannot bring a satisfied judgement. How much and huge the profits hid behind the scene? We just do not know.

This is not the first time we hear of such a case from baidu, while this is the worse one happened so far. Probably and usually, there would be another tragedy happen in the near future. And the current case is likely going to be vanished and faded away in public till the next one causes people’s unease. Apart from the censorship from bureaucracy and negligence which results in the bloody murder, we see human nature is naked and exposed to the public. Not only baidu, but also the regulator, those related hospitals are all guilty. Money sells their souls out, leaves them only the skeleton Red wine cellar.

The ordinary people are only nothing but like an ant paled to compete multiple interests groups. I only pray and hope that my sin would be forgiven. At least, please, do not commit crime.